WILL MY “POOPIES” EVER SMELL GOOD?
Here are this week’s important ButterflyMoms updates…
*We just had our fourth ButterflyMoms Manifestation Class and each week one or two more people come. It is soooooo awesome to see people shift before everyone’s eyes. Most of the crap we have is just trapped energy and we teach ways to release it. It feels really good to come and because it feels so good we are having another one next week. We’re meeting next Thursday, June 30th, 8pm at 783 Washington St, Holliston. Plenty of FREE parking in back. Only $25 at the door (still let me know you’re coming so we have enough chairs and materials) or just $20 if you drop off a check or pay through Paypal… http://bit.ly/mS7c70 . It’s a wonderful way to let go of a lot of your blocks! It’s inspiring!J
*My computer and website issues are still unresolved. MAN! This is a long lesson!!! Sometimes I wish I were a faster learner!!! SHEEESH!!! It is heartbreaking that my web guru did not update my ButterflyMoms post as I requested several times and I am left with the sadness that for the first time the actual ButterflyMoms site did not get the blog post for the week. If you read it, it was because you got it from Facebook. If you are reading this you are one of the lucky few who has access to this blog and I ask that you help ButterflyMoms by sending it to your friends so that we IGNITE as many souls as we can!
*It was an exciting week for MOM ENTREPRENEUR EXTRAORDINAIRE book sales! We sold three books this week…Yay!!! Great big THANK YOU to Robin Dahill from Bolton, MA and Jennifer Hill from Fort Lauderdale, Florida (notice they both have “Hill” in their name – very interesting! 😉 ) who are representing brand new towns where MOM ENTREPRENEUR EXTRAORDINAIRE have never sold before!!! YAY! Also a GRAND THANK YOU to the incredible Christine Hart of Holliston, MA who after months of trying to fit in coming in to get her own personalized copy did so this week. What a treat it is to connect with these amazing women! Gratitude abounds! Remember, an ever-growing list of where in the world books have been bought by other ButterflyMoms is at the end of this blog. It’s a pretty spectacular list of places. When you buy a book yours is added too!
Now onto the blog…
I was processing something last night at the ButterflyMoms Manifestation Class that was so big that I had to do it “publicly”. The class offers a SAFE SPACE where any of us can say where we feel stuck. I had a MAJOR ENERGY DRAIN this week. There have been a lot of major stresses in my life but one of the biggest is MY STRUGGLE with how I want desperately to control the events of my life! I have not let go of the illusion that IF I can just CONTROL THIS or THAT then I will be safe. It is absolutely amazing how VERY STUBBORN I am at simply learning how to SURRENDER! ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!
On Wednesday it was Sophia’s “Angel Date” and quite honestly one of the major feelings I was feeling was RAGE. Now, being a “middle-aged” mom in a small, idyllic New England town that is usually NOT a very “acceptable” thing to feel. Most who feel this I suspect, bury it….DEEP inside for fear that someone will see it. Well, seems like that RAGE is exactly what needed to come up for me because the universe kept sending me ICKY situations where it was basically a Petri dish for RAGE to grow.
A client of mine helped by being super angry at a “bump” that was fixed but still this client wanted to be in ANGRY ZONE and attempt to “punish” me while she was at it by treating me in condescending ways that even the other agent was surprised at. I want to say to her, “Is this how you treat people when things don’t go your way?” This actually happened on Sophia’s “Angel Date” and so it made it EXTRA RAW. Add to the mix the fact that most of our family did not even bother to CONNECT with us about Sophia on her death day, it grew my CAULDRON OF RAGE to the boiling point. I was deep in the LAND OF SHOULD and not present to the fact that while I was handing out JUDGMENTS of others like they were Pez, I was neglecting the fact these people were gifts to me. I was SOOOOOO in their space that I was burning a phenomenal amount of energy. The result was that I screamed at my kids and husband and basically acted like a crazy person because I was so energy depleted and not PRESENT with MY SELF.
Now my profile, for those who know profiles should come as no surprise. I am an ENFORCER/CARISMATIC LEADER. (E/CL). Let me give you the Cliff Notes version of the profiles. Each of us has a light side and a dark side. We need both sides. If you cut off the dark, you cut off the light. That’s just how it works. Your power comes from the dark side. The dark side is not “bad” unless you ignore it and then the energy builds up until it explodes! That is almost NEVER PRETTY. Well, the Oprah experience, being one of her last five guests EVER!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!! (just had a mini celebration moment there again) opened up a huge part of my light side and in response a huge part of my dark/power side opened up too….hmmmm, very interesting!
Basically people, there is a lot of heavy shit we all carry around with us. I did an exercise yesterday that showed that at the ButterflyMoms workshop that everyone got, but when I SHOWED them, they REALLY GOT IT! As we become energetically “lighter” the SHIT will come up. Yes, indeedie for each of us it has and will continue. LISTEN UP, if you have not SHIT coming up you are not living your life! Hear me! This is why we are here to CLEAR THE SHIT! People who live meaningful lives are present with whatever comes. Hell, it does not always have to be pretty to be worth living through! The gift in my whole week, why all these icky situations came up for me was a huge opportunity for me to FACE and LET GO of some of my rage. These laws of the universe work like gravity does. It is ALWAYS “on”.
How many times in your life do feel like you are getting pummeled? Instead of looking at the common link or observing what gift this could be bringing we WHIP OUT THE LABELS: MY LIFE….(fill in the blank)… “isn’t fair”, “hard”, “sucks”, blah, blah, blah…..what could have been a major gift of awareness and release of energy turns into another large piece of emotional roadkill that you throw into your “basement” for it to further rot with all the other stuff you have thrown down there. I think it’s safe to say that most of us lead very SMELLY lives. It is the ones who look like they have it “all together” who are efforting the most at keeping up the façade. It does not matter how much crap you have. Each moment of every day brings with it the ability to accept the gift of AWARENESS, the launching pad of a phenomenally rich “vita dolce”!!!
Great big hugs,
San Bruno 1
Florida (New state added to our book list just this week…Yay Jennifer Hill!)
Fort Lauderdale 1
Bolton 1 (New town to our book list just this week…Yay Robin Dahill!)
Holliston 12 (Brought the number up to 12…Yay Christine Hart!)
North Easton 1
South Grafton 1
Lee’s Summit 1
Stony Brook 1
Waitsville (Mad River Valley) 2
Wien, Austria 2
Dublin, Ireland 1
Rome, Italy 3
Santa Maria (Azores/Açores) 1
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